Friday, May 11, 2012

Your affair

I dont have to hold your hand through your self inflicted pain.
Although I will not judge and criticize and say that your insane.
Your unending need to discuss this is taxing on my mind.
Expecting me to spit out the answers he can't give is a brutal grind.
I've already answered them, we were thorough in discussing this man.
But every time your heart is hurt you are asking them again.

Her daughter

They tried to talk us into it.
It was hard to wiggle out.
Without stating the obvious.
They gave their daughter too much clout.
I could only assume she'd wield the power, While they proudly look on.
They'd dote and coo, so they too I would be enduring on and on.
While she takes every moment, succumb to their miniature con. 
How could it possibly be worth it, To have her a part of my holiday? 
My kindness would be counterfeit. And at bedtime she won't go away.
They brought it up time and again. It's really an impossible sell.
To our tiny house for vacation. A perfectly miserable hell.

Cant keep him

I dont think I can keep him.
I need to set him free.
He says he doesnt want to end it.
But he's barely nice to me.
I know I have to let him go.
And start the lovely misery.
Sleeping alone living without.
Feel the lack of security.
Lying in bed thinking,
How he loved me at thirty three.